what are you looking at ?
成绩，拿了。
妄想，有了。
但，妄想，可以是梦想吗？
这几天，想了很多。不同不同的意见，好的坏的，也听了很多。
形形色色，林林种种，眼花缭乱课程，我已经找到我最想要的。
我不是徘徊在不懂选择的十字路口，而是害怕自己的选择错误。
“梦想，和现实不一样”，这一句话，影响我最深，
我很想证明给她知道：你做不到，不代表我做不到。
但，就是缺乏那一种勇气，那种盲目的冲动去实践。
我还徘徊在我自己的恐惧和忧虑中…
这几天
最多人爱问的问题就是：你的成绩怎么样
而我的答案总千篇一律：还好啦，我满意
然后呢，更爱问的是：接下来要读什么
而我呢，最爱答的是：不知道
不是不知道要读什么，而是不知道怎么回答你
因为我不想接下来听到的是：哈哈哈哈…
哈哈哈，我，可笑，我的胆怯。
妄想里，那十年后的我，很与众不同。
想… 想… 而做呢？
是时候了。
我懂，接下来我应该做的事，
寻找我失去的那份勇敢，那种盲目。
just about last week, the date of the release of spm results was confirmed by the idk who, because i only got the updates and news from my facebook network.
and then, today, was D-Day. and everything was fine.
one thing. this is a bad practice for the school. wei, don't keep people's results lahhh, just give out everything you have all at the same time. this morning ah, everyone of us was so terribly insanely and tremendously NERVOUS, like suffering from a heart attack you tau.
the happiest thing about today is that i got to have a BIG reunion with a BIG gang of women/ girls/ ladies. and the funnest part about today is that we got to hang out and make noise like we used to during high school times as a BIG gang.
i know i'm being silly.
thinking that i may not be seeing you for the next 2,
or even longer, 3 months.
and your online status will be appearing offline all the time,
that i can't get to open our conversation
click the video call icon,
and see you thru the cam,
which has already become one of my habits.
the saddest part. i can't get to sit in your green chevy,
and non-stop playing the song that i like.
and your face, which is made of rubber,
i swear i'll cubit kao kao before you leave. surely will.
okay, switch to a more positive perspective,
life, without you blowing up my phone, still goes on.
imma gonnna enjoy my life, which is 'temporarily single', lols.
so you too. (: hahaha.
march 28.
i know i'm going to miss you so much,
be safe, and survive.
make sure your arms and legs are still attached to the torso,
when you get your ass back home.
and march 29.
happy birthday, joanne.
that day. you'll be having only your body, without a soul.
cause it will come to me here, and stay with me all day long,
as promised. hahahaha.
nah, this post is just something random.
I love you << (except this, this is not random, lol). goodnight da.
我说过，工作主要是为了经验。当然，也是为了钱，不过钱不是主要。
工作时候，最高兴的部分，就是当顾客会在我为他服务之后，点个头微微笑，或者说声谢谢。而最难过的部分，就是当我被公司的条规绑着，而不能再为顾客多做些什么。站在顾客的立场想，我不想当个只会为公司吸钱的服务生，而是能够真正尽本分做到令顾客满意。我不想变成什么都为了钱的现实‘社会人’。
当然，我还在努力学习当中。
就像今天，当顾客称赞我的服务，而在意见卡上勾下‘满意’的笔迹，虽然站着工作是真的累，但是是值得的。他们可能不知道，他们的每一个微笑，赞扬，不满，意见，对我来说都很深刻，因为我在乎他们的看法。我想改善。
而也在今天，我看到了社会的腐败，社会的垃圾。身穿制服，却满肚肥肠。样样事情都需要他人奉承，他人疏通，不照真正手续办事。只要疏通，办事才有效率。我就活在这样的一个现今社会。哈，太讽刺了。我却无能为力。对这种人，很失望。
只有一个口已经比人大，偏偏这种人，有两个口。
另外，不迟不早，祝大家新年快乐，万事如意。最重要，健康，幸福，平安。
今年的新年，天气热得受不了。好玩的事，在这个经济不景气的时代，烟花和鞭炮却放得更热闹，更胜往年。
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