昨天是很特别的一天，对我来说。十七年前的这一天，我就是这样，赤裸裸，哭着来到这个陌生的世界。
我的出现，对某一撮人，可能是可悲的灾害。但是，朋友还是存在的。就在 12 点正，电话和电脑同时飞来了很多祝福语。虽然都只是很简单的 “生日快乐”，但也感受到满满的诚意了。老实说，那是一个开心的夜晚，久违的快乐在那深夜里一次过找回。真难得，我有一晚是不忧郁的，呵呵。
嘉惠亲手做的卡片:
来自智浩的扑满:
妍，琪，敏，婷，萍的螺丝演奏者，
和父母的手提:
我想说，太恶心的词，我是绝对呕不出。感动之余，还感激不尽。老话一句，谢谢你们。
认真想想，原来我只是被敷衍。有些已经对了几年的朋友，反而更加疏远。算了，不说了，说多错多。
我最期待的一天快来了，本来期待拉大队去玩，但是计划泡汤了，都只是朋友随便说说，敷衍而已。现在静静想想，我一个人，也好过一整天嬉皮笑脸来面对一群和我没有交叉点的朋友，他们辛苦，我更难受。
I've been to 988 Studio V located at One Utama.
It was an unforgettable experience seeing live performances by our very own singer, Des & M'sia latest hiphop band, Manhand. By the way DJ Boy caught my eyes ! =)
幸福，其实很容易写。
就在这两天，出现了两个早来的生日惊喜。
非常感谢朋友的用心。
毕业前的难忘生日，我会一直记得。
谢谢佩纹，佳颖，建娴，柔君和君芸。
你们的杯子蛋糕很棒，祝福你们生意滚滚来。
还有来自吉隆坡的祝福，佳馨和虹璟。
那张生日卡片，我放到心里去了。
没想到那么久没联络，你们还记得我，呵呵。
去年的生日，
等了等，期待着远方的祝福，最后却是失望收场。
今年的生日，
不需要再难过，因为我已经沉溺在厚厚的满足感。
我，很幸福。
Alright, last post of mine before going to KL. Let's wave goodbye to this tiny little island, I'm gonna miss the food. Hello, big city here I come, weee.
BoA, one of the best female artists in Asia, an amazing dancer too. Check it out, Eat you up by BoA. Ignore the lyrics please. Follow the rhythm then you'll find that the song is pretty awesome.
给你，曾经的挚爱
对不起，说了狠话。
说我自私，划下了界限。
说我软弱，恐惧未来种种未知。
若说不爱，不对。
若说爱，却已失去以前的味道，淡化了。
以前的爱，会一直活在你给我的记忆里。
过去，
一个人思念的苦涩
两个人分享的甜蜜
偶尔回头看看，
都是回忆珍贵的点滴。
我，
曾是你的枷锁，锁着你应有的自由。
那时，你承受的压力，曾把我的心掏空。
心疼，却无能为力。
抱歉。
然而，现在枷锁没了。
自由的滋味，你呼吸到了吗?
衷心祝福你，幸福。
再见，
J
爷爷在医院，刚接受手术。
原因，肾结石。年纪大了，毛病自然三五成群地来。庆幸，除了这次的肾出毛病，八十高龄的爷爷还很健康。每天坚持做运动，偶尔破破喉唱唱老歌。什么语言都难不到他，华语国语英语日语客家福建海南广东闽南… 所以，奶奶总是很放心跟他去旅行。
他最疼我们这些孙子，整天担心我们吃不好。家里有 16 个人，除了伯母堂哥堂姐和堂弟在台湾，其他 12 个人都留在大马。家里整天吵吵闹闹，整天有小孩子尖叫的声音。想像我在这样的环境下读书来应付考试，哈哈，这就是为什么我经常在考试时临晨两三点爬起来读书。
八个孙当中，我们有五个冬瓜住在槟城，其余三只瓜一直呆在台湾，就算过年过节，也很少回来。所以真正的团圆饭，十七年了，我只吃过那么一次，或者两次，太少了，记不了。
那天去医院探望他，我知道他很想念家里的饭。
我常常说他: “怎么今天又没梳头发”
而他也常说: “人老花残了，还顾什么形象”
对啊，时光不饶人，他真老了。
但愿天下有心人
珍惜眼前的所有，因为有些幸福不是与生俱来。
若失去一次，这辈子，真的没有从来了。
Last saturday, a bunch of fools wore full-u to headquarter to take our test, but in the end things turned out in an opposite way cause our tester scheduled the most important part of the test to another day, it was insanely crap. Nvm then, so we practised riding bicycle in the area without proper direction. Boring indeed but there was nothing else we could do.
Cycling is fun, if it isn't restricted in a certain area. I'm a weirdo who gets bored easily, ROFL.
By the way.. we caught a kitten! It was so lucky to be found =') 
It wasn't a happy afternoon cause a sad event was about to go on.
We're taking a test called Asia Pasific. It states that we must pay 6 visits to the children handicap centre to teach them some stuffs from any other countries in Asia. & therefore Huiting and I went to Eden handicap centre to do our service (it's just like faking around in front of the people to pass the test, so fake).
A lot of them have disabilities in pronunciation, they can catch things fast but unfortunately they can't speak well. There's a boy named Chee Keong ,14 years old already. He can't control his body movement properly, even when he wants to laugh. If he wasn't born like this, he might have gone to normal school like any other kids and lived a normal life. How pity.
They're born with difficulties, left no choice but to accept the fact.
As you can see from the title.. that's right, I went to an event called the big line-up yesterday. Why did we have to line-up? Hell I'd like to know.
GGA blocked some of the busiest roads in this island to celebrate some sort of anniversary, well it was a waste of time actually. How pathetic, the road users who had 0% involvement in the event were stucked in the long queue for I-don't-know-how-long-it-was. As the cyclist of the day, I enjoyed the journey all along the way throughly because my duty was to cycle around. But for the people who stood beside the road for I-don't-know-what-it-was-for, it was a real bore, even worse than the walkathon.
They even invited the band frrm SXI to do a short performance. Kesiannya, they had to stand under the hot sun for such a long time (they're not involved in any guiding organization though), funny right? It was like, 'bersama-sama kita membuang masa', ROFL.
The most wonderful thing was the seaside. It was a good spot to take pictures.
After that, I walked home. Along the way, I enjoyed myself very much. Photography rawks by the way. The road wasn't so busy and the crowd wasn't much if compared to normal weekdays. These facts concluded that it should be safe for me to walk alone, hah.
At dusk, my cousin and I went to Relay For Life, an event to raise fund for the cancer patients to support their high-cost medical fees. It was a good chance to create public awareness regarding the causes and symptoms of cancer. As a part of this community I think we should support this event Relay for Life, perhaps next year. Will be blogging bout it later.
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